Posts Tagged ‘babyloss’

Proud

Proud adjective “feeling deep pleasure or satisfaction as a result of one’s own achievements, qualities, or possessions or those of someone with whom one is closely associated.” Well, that’s one of the definitions of ‘proud’. The other relates to having a high opinion of one’s self or vanity, which I’m not too worried about (because […] Read more…

When everyone but you is having babies

When everyone but me is having babies – a baby is what I want most in the whole world – my heart breaks a little bit more. Yes, I am a mother, I have (had?) a baby – a gorgeous little boy called Hugo – but he died. I miss Hugo so much, I dearly want him back in […] Read more…

Breathe

This week, I have been focusing on breathing. You might think this is a strange thing to focus on: of course I am breathing. If I wasn’t breathing, I wouldn’t be typing this. I would be dead. What I mean of course, is really breathing. Trying to breathe deeply and calmly, being mindful of my […] Read more…

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